untitled.

Stupid action

2012-01-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

I was thirsty but too lazy to go down to cafe to buy water. So, I borrowed my roommate's water heater.

Lepas air dah masak, Aiman tuang la air tue dalam plastic bottle yang Aiman beli kat Tesco. Memang selalu buat macam tue pun. Okey je.

Tak sangka the bottle melts. It hurts my hand. Jadi, terlepas the melting bottle and air pun melimpah keluar di atas meja, kena tangan lagi :( Habis laptop, adaptor, articles yang nak baca basah.

Huuu... Sedih.. Tapi kan...

Alhamdulillah..

Bukan dua dua tangan Aiman kena air panas. Satu jari je sakit..

At least articles tue Aiman boleh iron sikit2 then kering jugak la..

At least laptop xrosak kan?

Hmmm, lepas ni kalau nak beli pastic stuff kene tengok dulu jenis apa.

Huu..

Gedik nak tunjuk tangan kene air panas je pun.

Afraid not, at least Aiman masih boleh menaip ni kira taklah teruk sangat.

Cuma saja nak menggedik. Bukan selalu :p

If it makes you happy

2012-01-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

The more I need to convince myself that it doesnt matter, the more that I know that it is matter to me.

Well, I guess I cant just give up on you. Not now.

Most of the time it hurts me but, the moment you make me happy, those pains just go away.

p/s: rasa macam nak demam tapi teringin makan waffle and ice cream :(

The deepest

2012-01-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

People said the first cut is the deepest. Like, seriously?

Bukan lagi potong, lagi dalam ke luka?

Tak fahamlah.

But dulu pernah accident so parts of my skin was abraded.

Doctor cakap 'It must be very painful, isnt it?'

Well, looking at my wound, memang lah sakit. But luka tue on the surface je kot.

But the doctor said luka on surface la sakit sebab semua receptor kat situ.

So, the deepest not always the most painful alright? :)

Motif? Takde motif :P

Replay

2012-01-15T12:16:00.002+08:00

Kadang kadang, bila masuk lari 'long distance' dulu, bukan aiman larat sangat pun sebenarnya. Tapi sebab tak puas hati tak sampai, I will continue the running until I reach the end point.

Kadang kadang bila study, bukan aiman tak mengantuk pun sebenarnya. Tapi sebab aiman tak sedap hati tak habis baca lagi, I will continue the reading until I reach my target.

Ada orang cakap aiman fit, sebab tue boleh lari jauh2. Memang takla. Aiman penat jugak, rasa nak demam ni lepas lama tak exercise. Ada orang cakap aiman rajin sebab tak tidur semata mata nak study. Kalau orang yang rajin, dia mesti study awal awal kan?

Well, I guess my spirit keeps me going. Saya susah rasa nak give up and I believe everyone is like me. Betul tak?Sebab kalau aiman tak dapat sesuatu, aiman akan cari every possible ways to get what I want. But, at certain point kalau benda memang tak boleh diselamatkan, dah memang tak boleh nak tolong, I need to give up. Em, that is the hard part. In some matter, we will just know where to stop but in some other matters, the boundary is ambiguous. Kita tak tahu bila kita patut berhenti. Especially, in terms of hoping and feelings.

Could someone please help me underlining the difference between determination and desperation?

Currently, I'm still trying to fix things up but considering the output, I shall think again whether this is all what I want, or what you want mister?

So, I end up giving you and me a timeline. 364 days to go and I guess the time is enough for you to decide what you want. But feelings are like plants. You need to water them everyday. So, imagine after these 364 days, you realize that we are better together, my way of treating you might no longer like before. Maybe because of the the long waiting time or the pain that I get while hoping. So, we can never be the same. But, in case the output is totally different. I will end up in pain and hurt. So, to minimize the hurt why dont you have this kind of insight earlier so, I can heal my pain as soon as possible.

Thanks to you, I start to enjoy my own company. Yes, I'm alone here (place where I hope we will get more chance to spend time together) but that not makes me lonely.

Regards,
Me.

Give up

2012-01-14T12:09:00.002+08:00

Siapa cakap berputus asa tak bagus? Kadang kadang bagus jugak.

Well, at least in my case.

Be strong

2012-01-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

When you cried very hard, late at night

When you have lost the sparkles in your eyes

When what you want doesnt want you back

When what you have lost cannot be found

When you no longer have the will to fly

When you have no pull to pull you through

Just be strong, be strong to the last bit.

But....

Do you know what is the worst part of being strong? People think they can hurt you again and again considering the fact that you will be okay eventually.

Do you know what is the saddest part of being strong? You fake a smile and pretending like the happiest girl in the world despite the hard time you had last night.

Lets fight this brave heart, throw your grudge away, forgive and forget...

Changing plan

2012-01-12T16:29:00.000+08:00

Might consider to further master since the plan has changed.

Tsk, come on brave heart, you can do it! Bye :)

Virtual

2012-01-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

I thought heartache is a virtual feeling, but why I can feel the chest pain?

Why I feel hard to breathe?

Why my hands are trembling? and why they feel so cold?

Why I cannot sleep?

and why did I cry?

2012-01-11T08:14:00.002+08:00

Satu persatu awak ambil

Lepas ni dah tak tinggal apa apa dah kot?

Bye, kena belajar hidup berdikari! Excitednya nak kerja :P

Hancur hatiku jadi keping keping

2012-01-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hujan lagi malam ini nampaknya.

:)

Never mind, I will get used to it one day.

Temporary job

2012-01-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

After a week being a jobless.. Alhamdulillah, I got a new temporary job today

This new job comes with a better salary and of course with better responsibility

Gembira dapat tawaran kerja ini sebab:

1. Dapat appy apa yang belajar masa belajar dulu

2. Dapat belajar daripada orang yg pakar

3. Dapat add up my resume's value insyaAllah

Tapi kan.. to you-know-who-you-are, awak mesti dapat agak kan kenapa saya apply kerja ini? :P

:)

Pre-wed syndrom

2012-01-04T16:12:00.000+08:00

Heart: I cant do this. I think we are too rush into things. I think I dont know much about him. I cant answer most of questions about him. It makes me worry.

Mind: We do understand if you are still not ready for marriage but can I suggest something?

Heart: Yes, you may.

Mind: You can never understand someone even though you spend the rest of your life with him. You cant even understand yourself sometimes, dont you? So, forget about the stupid questions, focus on the most important questions.

Heart: What are the important questions?

Mind: Do you love him? Do you feel happy with him? Can you spend your life without him. Are you willing to accept her both at her best and worst? Dont tell me. Keep the answers with you.

Ada yang setuju ada yang tak. Anyway, marriage is not only about love. :)

Open secret

2012-01-02T20:39:00.000+08:00

Thank you for making me very happy today.. :)

I love you..

Goodbye 2011! Hye 2012!

2012-01-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

Goodbyes are hard but who said hellos were easy?
-LQ-

1st January 2012

2012-01-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

I'm very happy today :)

For no absolute reason

Just plain happy

Oh ye, tadi kan try buat cream puff dengan adik..

Terliur tengok Master Chef semalam kot..

Esok nak buat pizzalah pulak.. :D

Oh, pasal cream puff tadi...

Err, jadilah jugak untuk orang yang first time bua....

Cuma custard terlebih margerin kot... (sayalah buat tue)

And the puff keras sikit, but taklah sampai jadi biskut kan (adik saya buat)

And ada rasa smoke sikit2.. ala2 smoky Cream Puff

Confuse kejap, tapi nasib baik takde rasa terbakar kan..

Tuelah, lain kali buat kerja sungguh2... Kalau tadi focus, mesti lagi jadi.. kot :P

Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

2011-12-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

Three good things happened in the past 30 days:

1. Dapat melepas rindu :)
2. Dapat gaji walaupun tak full
3. Makan RBM chese *camtue ke eja?*

Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.

2011-12-30T14:54:00.000+08:00

Traveling.

Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?

2011-12-30T14:52:00.000+08:00

Life is an assemble of pain and sweet memories. May life makes me better, not bitter.

Day 27 – A picture of your favourite band or artist

2011-12-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go.

2011-12-30T14:21:00.000+08:00

Melaka

Pangkor Island

Tioman Island

Sabah Island

Cameron Highlands

Langkawi

Banyaknya tempat nak pergi... huuuu

Day 25 – Short term goals for this month and why

2011-12-30T12:56:00.000+08:00

1) Continue applying job to Oil and Gas companies and its subsidiaries

2) Find part time job which allows me to:
                     a) make new friends
                     b) have holiday in a week, preferably weekend
                     c) to use both my physical and mental so I will be tired and can straightly go to bed.

3) Holidays with besties

4) Forgive, forgive, forgive and forget

5) Treat my sisters 'makan makan'

6) Be a better daughter, sister and friend

May life makes me better, not bitter. Ameen.

Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you

2011-12-30T12:40:00.000+08:00

My biggest personal accomplishment this year.

Day 23 – Your dream wedding.

2011-12-30T12:37:00.000+08:00

I want a simple wedding, perhaps kenduri doa selamat will do as long as my favourite people is there accompanying me. No hantaran or whatsoever, I want to use that money to travel around with my hubby for our honeymoon.

Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

2011-12-30T12:33:00.000+08:00

Dear You,

Do not ever do this again to someone else. Be sure of what you feel. Yes, feelings come and go, but we are the one who will decide to let the feelings stay or not. You cant find someone perfect in this world. If you love somebody, make sure you can accept her both at her best and worst. Do not expect people to change to your liking while you are still the same you. Tolerance is not changing somebody. Let say one day you fall in love again, and after a while, you find out you do not fancy her the way you fancy her before, remember the moment when you really want her to be by your side. If you hate her, remember the time when you really love her, remember her kindness and she should do the same to you. Ego is good sometimes, it guides your pride. But sometimes in your life. you need to know when ego is needed and when you should ignore you ego. If you want something, make sure you put enough effort to get it. If you dont want something, dont simply throw it away. Maybe it will be useful for you one day. Thank you for the sweet moments as well as the biter moments. I'm hurt, still dealing with the pain though. But, life goes on.

Regards,
Me

Day 21 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.

2011-12-30T12:02:00.000+08:00

Mum's cooking is always the best ^_^

Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.

2011-12-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

My blog name? They are referring to 'Untitled', arent they?

Untitled means no name. No name due to the fact that I had no idea on what name should be given to my blog at that particular moment. Fullstop.

Day 19 – A picture of something you want to do before you die

2011-12-30T11:52:00.000+08:00

Bungee Jumping anyone?

Travel around the world. These are the-must-go-places

New Zealand

Paris

Turki

and can play guitar well

Of course sebelum mati, kena lah cari bekalan banyak2 ye tak?

Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex

2011-12-30T11:18:00.000+08:00

1) Suka buang sampah merata rata

2) Suka sangat cakap perkataan yang tak bagus / mencarut

Okey dah tak dapat fikir dah. Buat masa ni, tu je yang terlintas di fikiran.

Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like.

2011-12-30T01:13:00.000+08:00

I dont feel like typing a lot now. Hopefully, my future will rise and shine like the sun.

Goodnight people! Will continue the rest tomorrow :) *as if anyone will read my blog*

Day 16 – Something you don’t leave the house without.

2011-12-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

Cell phone, definitely :)

Day 15 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.

2011-12-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

I rarely watch TV you know. Hmmm~ Master Chef maybe...

Day 14 – Who are you?

2011-12-30T00:58:00.000+08:00

Future geologist, InsyaAllah *pray hard*

Day 13 – What kind of person attracts you?

2011-12-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

1. Alim
Alim in my definition doesnt mean he has to wear serban and kopiah, it would be enough if he can answer my questions about Hukum Hakam and can guide me to be better Muslimah. The most important thing is he can be the Imam in my life *wink2*

2. Knowledgeable
Alim and knowledgeable are kinda redundant. But knowledgeable in this context is more to Dhonia. He has wide general knowledge, possess various surviving skills and perform well in his academic.

3.Open
We can discuss about most of everything. He can accept my opinion and doesnt use his authority as husband to control everything in my life. He loves to share everything with me, his interest, his career and his hobby with me.

4. Fluent English Speaker
I realize my English is not that good, so I need somebody to correct my grammar or what so ever. If he can speak other languages, it would be a bonus.

5. Fatherly
He loves kids :)

6. Loyal

7. High determination
If he wants something, he will make sure he puts enough effort into it. If he wants me, he should show it.

8. Less ego, please
I find it's stupid to lose somebody over ego.

9. Family man
He puts his family as his priority.

10. Tall
No reason, I find tall guy is more attractive :)

11. Computer guy
So I dont have to worry everytime my laptop break down. I just have to say 'Sayang, my laptop tak betul. Can you please have a look at it during your free time?' Nak beli gadget pun takyah takut kena tipu.

12. Know how to cook
So, I dont have to worry about him that much when I'm not around. Kedai memang ada, but jealous lah dia makan air tangan perempuan lain :P

13. People person
Is it the right term? He can socialize with everyone. So, I dont have to worry about him when I bring him back to meet my family.

L:ife is not a fairytale. I'm just listing these characteristics for the sake of fun. Maybe my Mr Right does not have any of the above characteristics, but bila dah sayang tue, sayang jugak. Semua orang ada kelebihan dan kekurangan, so I just need to accept them both if I really love him :)

Love is not blind. Love see them all but doesnt mind.

Day 12 – A photo of something that makes you happy.

2011-12-30T00:14:00.000+08:00

Ice cream FTW :)

I remember last time, I bought you an ice cream to cheer you up but you thought it would be funny to 'tonyoh' that ice cream to my face.

What is 'tonyoh' in english anyway? Thank you for the Baskin Robbins treat. I love ice cream :)

Day 11 – 5 facts about you.

2011-12-29T14:50:00.000+08:00

1. I am the middle child of the family. My elder brothers named Mohd Ehsanul Hadi and Mohd Ehsanul Hakim. My younger sisters named Nurul Zatil Athirah and Nurul Zatil Amirah. I'm Nurul Aiman. Nurul for a girl's name. Aiman for a guy's name. That makes me half boy, and half girl. Okey kidding!

2. I cant stand cold. I dont mind sleeping without fan and a/c on.

3. I find losing someone over ego is stupid. Pride and ego are not the same dear.

4. I believe in 2nd chance, even 3rd or 4th. As long as they really show their determination.

5. I prefer long distance run rather than short distance.

Day 10 – A photo of the item you last purchased.

2011-12-29T14:24:00.001+08:00

I forgot honestly.

If I'm not mistaken, the last thing I bought with my own money is KL-Kuantan bus ticket. It cost me RM23.00.

Takde gambar la. Korang bayangkan je la. Takpun google. :P

Day 9 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is

2011-12-29T14:17:00.000+08:00

As long as I'm not married that makes me a single isnt it? But not every single people is available, I heard. That perfectly describes my status. My heart was taken, broken into pieces and gave away. Currently, Im still finding the pieces of my heart, trying to glue them together so we shall see whether it is still in a good shape or not.

Day 8 – A picture of your favourite memory

2011-12-29T13:16:00.000+08:00

I realized I keep disregarding the law of this challenge. They want a picture, but I give them lots of pictures. Tapi, xpe kan ? :p

Genting Theme Park

Langkawi

Bario, Sarawak

Kg Air, Brunei

3 gambar diatas semua dapat hasil google. Obviously la kan? Tapi gambar takde dalam PC, so google je sudah...

Day 7 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.

2011-12-29T12:57:00.000+08:00

Awww, so fluffy... I want to die :P

Day 6 – A song to match your mood

2011-12-29T12:54:00.001+08:00

Refer to day 1 post.

Day 5 – What makes you different from everyone else?

2011-12-29T12:50:00.000+08:00

SENSITIVE. Super sensitive. I take every single word seriously but as I'm growing up, I realize that it's hard for sensitive people to fit themselves in this harsh world. So, I learn to ignore unnecessary things which are bothering my mind. I learn to let go. It's not easy though but at least I've tried.

Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.

2011-12-29T12:39:00.000+08:00

Jiha bulat tengah muncung. Hehe

Cik Khairiyah control ayu.

Amoi (Dayat) pakai payung dalam bilik.

Cik Dila dan Joe budget amek gambar couple.

Cik Etty (depan sekali) yang bermuka keibuan :)

Fyzaa nampak smart pakai baju ni.

Iena suka sorok2 muka :P

Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.

2011-12-29T12:26:00.000+08:00

As long as I could spend my time with the one I love, I dont mind going anywhere.

Day 2 — Your favorite movie

2011-12-29T12:23:00.000+08:00

Err, Im not sure. What about Twilight and One Day? Anyway, thanks to Miss Qilah for introducing me One Day through her blog. It is such an awesome movie, despite some 18sx scenes.

Human and vampire can stay together?

She waited more than 10 years to be with him :(

Day 1 — Your favorite song

2011-12-29T12:09:00.003+08:00

This should be done daily but im so bored, so im gonna do it in 30 posts straight. Who cares anyway? No one really read my blog, so doesnt matter.

My favourite song is the birthday song. Okey, kidding! I like The Day You Went Away by M2M. My bestie Dayat was the one who introduced this song to me when I was in secondary one. I asked her to teach me any song which I can sing to the seniors to get their signatures. Dayat thought this song is the most suitable song for me, so she taught me this.

The Day You Went Away

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know
The day you went away
The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

but now I think I'm addicted to Last Christmas by Taylor Swift.

Last Christmas

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shied
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying 'I love you', I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kiss me now, I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room and friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God, I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl on a cover but you tore her apart
Maybe this year
Maybe this year I'll give it to someone special

Cause last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

And last Christmas
And this year
It won't be anything like, anything like

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Anyway, in case you dont know, there's a story behind every girl's favourite song :")

Song in my head

2011-12-21T19:04:00.000+08:00

We share the same birthday :) Hye Cik Bella, saya rindu kamu..

Notice the T-Shirt that I wear in this picture, that's my favourite T-Shirt.

:)

Hmm now, I have to keep it somewhere safe, somewhere invisible to my eyes.

But I still can feel its existence.

Hush baby hush

2011-12-21T17:07:00.000+08:00

You see the pain that lies in her eyes
But, alas, her eyes are dry,
She won't cry
No, She won't cry.

You see the anger that burns from her eyes
The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,
She won't cry
No, She won't cry.

You see the fear that closes her eyes
The smile she wears is but a disguise
She won't cry
No, She won't cry.

You see the love that lies with in
But she shall never love again
She won't cry
No, She won't cry.

You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes
No one saw her die inside
They won't cry
No, they won't cry.

She Wont Cry by Pablo


No, I did not cried.

When I feel sad, I will browse through my album because looking at the smiling pictures will remind me to smile though life is getting hard.

Hoping

2011-12-21T16:51:00.000+08:00

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia

Untuk terima ku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup

Kerna ku tak mampu

Hidup tanpa dia di sisiku

Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosaku

Hanya ingat Kamu kala dukaku

Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka

Pintu hatinya ‘tuk cintaku

Malam kau bawalah rinduku

Untuk dirinya yang jauh dariku

Agar dia tidak kesepian

Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hujan bawa air mataku

Yang mengalir membasuh lukaku

Agar dia tahu ku tersiksa

Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hanya mampu berserah

Moga cahaya tiba nanti

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia

Untuk terimaku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup

Kerna ku tak mampu

Hidup tanpa dia di sisiku

Muka penuh harapan (Deklin, 2010)

Everyday is a struggle

2011-12-21T16:35:00.002+08:00

I keep thinking about it

But I need to come back to reality

Life is so short, so gotta enjoy every moment I have

Bittersweet of life, they say.

Anyway, I dont think privatizing my blog would be a good idea since I dont think many people read mine.

So, hello to the world. I'm Aeman and hurt, but this is life.

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love, when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Live life as it is. It is a package of tears and laugh.

They say time and distance will cure everything. Yes, for some, not for me.

Wrinkles come with age. Thousand years would mean thousand lines of wrinkles. :P

Suprisingly

2011-12-21T16:08:00.000+08:00

I managed to sleep at 3am last night and wake up at 6am. :)

I dreamed of you last night. I do not remember the story line, but Im sure you were in the story.

Privatization

2011-12-20T23:26:00.000+08:00

Ceh, tajuk nak gempak je kan :p

Ala ala macam Telekom nak tukar dari kerajaan kepada swasta lah pulak.. hehe

Okey, back to the topic

Aiman nak private blog kejap eh *as if ada orang baca lah kan :p*

Kejap jeeeeee

Sebabnya?

Emosi tak betul sikit, eh banyak sangat

Rasa sedih yang amat

Kalau tertulis dalam blog, macam tak best la kan

Taknakla blog asyik cerita sedih je..

Cause I know it will take long time to recover..

Alah, korang faham2 la kan..

Perempuaaaaaaan...

Bye korang.. Take care :)

2011-12-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

Alah, baru pukul 22.33pm.

Tak sabar nak balek rumah. Nak tidur.

Walaupun tahu malam ni confirm tak dapat tidur lagi.

Sakit.

Harimau Malaya

2011-12-16T00:59:00.000+08:00

Dear you,

Hari ni saya penat sikit. Sebab tue ala ala 'harimau betina' sikit. Eh, bukan hari ni je.. Smalam dan semalam juga. Hormon beb hormon.

Jadi, apa yang saya cakap dekat awak, yang tak elok didengar tue, awak buat2 tak dengar je la. Kalau dua dua marah, alamat takde perjanjian damai la kan? Apa orang putih cakap, 'make peace no war'. Haa, cam itulah, boleh x...

Okey, sekian sahaja pesanan penaja buat kali ini. Akhir kata, nikmatilah pose hebat dari kami rumah kuning *tetibe je*. Owh, lupa nak cakap, saya rumah kuning. Saya suka rumah kuning. Orang rumah kuning pun saya suka jugak! *sape tahu baik diam :P*

Okey bye awak. Thank you, I miss you. Eh, macam pantunlah pulak. Nak cakap lagilah, thank you, I miss you.

=)

I really miss you lah. Heh :P

Memoir

2011-12-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

Used to be my favourite YM picture three years back ;')

You who likes to play Monopoly Deal so much, how are you doing there? Just wondering.....

Power Rangers!

2011-12-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

As salam... :)

Alkisahnya sebab sesuatu hal, saya, Zureen dan Joe terpaksa memadam hasrat kami mahu melanjutkan pelajaran di luar negara... sambung kat dalam je.. but 'over the sea' jugak sebab dapat sambung kat Miri.. Awal2 kami sampai, time tue orientation week.. kalau kat Curtin Miri, orientation xdela wajib.. so, most of the time kami ponteng je.. hehehehe :P

Sebab awal2 datang tue, tak banyak senior yang ada (yelah seminggu awal).. so, tak tahulah apa nak dibuat.. Nasib baik ada abang2 macho yang baik hati (nak mintak belanja sebenarnya ni :p) yang bawak kitorang jalan2, ajar kitorang mcm mana survive kat Miri.. tak tahulah kenapa awal sangat diorang datang Miri, but nasib baik diorang ada.. kalau tak memang takde apa sangat nak dibuat lah kat sana.. pergi campus, pergi makan je la..

Kitorang 3 org memang asyik berkepit je lah time tue. Pergi mana2 mesti sama2. Rindu. Cik Zureen pulak jadi roommate Aiman. So memang la kalau nak kemana mesti sama2. Then, lepas lebih kurang seminggu belajar, Jiha pulak masuk sini. Eh, tak. Jiha dengan Shafiq J. Jiha is my bestfriend. Jumpa masa sama2 buat IB. Shafiq time tue takde nama glamour lagi. Kami 4 orang panggil dia Shafiq Boulevard.. Sebab ada masa tue, kami 4 orang nak pergi makan.. Nak ajaklah dia sekali, but dia cakap dia kat Boulevard main bowling. Shafiq ni budak SMAP Labu, so masuk2 dah ada gang cause Miqdad ngan Amin Ringgo pun budak SMAP juga. Tak lama lepas tue, sorang lagi budak baru masuk. Nama dia Kash. But case dia lain sikitla dari kami semua. But still, dia dalam gang Power Rangers jugak. Power Rangers sebab dulu time performace kitorang kenalkan diri as Power Rangers :P

So, berkawanlah kami 4 org. Shafiq kadang2 join sebab dia kan glamour. Haha. Kash pulak masuk foundation, so lagi jarang jumpa sket. Tapi lepas dah start belajar betul2 (ada pulak belajar main2 ke? :p), tengah sem, masing2 sibuk. Jiha, Zureen and Joe budak engineering. Aiman dengan Shafiq budak geo. Kash budak foundation. So, lain2 kelas. Jarang2 jumpa. Aiman ni pulak, memang kalau ada kerja.. Tak kesah, tak keluar rumah or tak pergi makan. So, lagi jarang jumpa mereka2 ni. Bukan sebab rajin. Tapi sebab dulu pernah down sangat sebab tak dapat pergi oversea, so bila dapat peluang belajar balek.. Rasa trauma kalau malas2 nak buat kerja. Takut menyesal lagi. But first year je la. Masuk second and thrid year dah malas sikit. Haha.

Aiman rindulah time ni. Rindu masa first year. Walaupun time first year, busy dengan menghafal nama rocks and minerals, saya still ada masa dengan diorang. Kalau busy macam mana pun, time weekend calling2 mereka ajak pergi makan sama2. Time tue masing2 takde transport lagi. Takpun, masak sama2, then makan sama2. Or lepak depan rumah sembang2. Rindu sangat.

Masuk 2nd and 3rd year, makin kurang spend time together. Mungkin sebab jadual masa pun lain2. But I think, kalau saya betul2 nak spend time dengan diorang, saya boleh je cari masa. Tapi sebab saya selesa je tengok diorang through facebook and blog and neglect our real conversation, memang la jadi camtue.

Tapi once in a while, bila ada peluang jumpa, mesti appreciate sgt2. Macam convoy motor ramai2 pergi pantai.

I miss them. Really.

Dan rindu juga senior third year time tue :)

Time ni pergi picnic dengan Joe, Zureen dan mak angkat Joe kat Esplanade :)

Time ni pergi program anak angkat. Dapat mak angkat yang sama dengan Zureen. But Zureen la paling rajin lawat mak angkat. Bagus kan? Ni gambar kat rumah panjang. Alah, tak cakap pun korang tahu kan?

Masa convoy motor ramai2 pergi Tanjung Lubang. Jiha naik dengan Zureen. Excited betol dia.

Teka mana satu Jiha, Zureen, Joe and Aiman? :P

Dinner kat Banana Leaf time balek.

Seeeeeeee.... Kitorang memang inseparable kan? Jadi APLUS committee pun sama2 kan?

Hmmm, bila check fb.. kurang betul gambar Aiman dengan Zureen. So, takpe. Ambil gambar Zureen sorang and bayangkan Aiman kat sebelah dia je lah :P. Gambar ada but dalam laptop. Skarang kat CC.

Suka gambar ni

Dan ini juga :) Cantik kan?

Tapi sekarang Zureen dah berdua. Dah jadi tunang orang :')

Gambar masa graduation time IB dulu. :)

Masa nak pergi BTN. Duduk dalam bas pun nak sama2 kan?

Seeeee... Time ni dalam bas nak pergi OBS. Still, nak duduk sama2 jugak. Haha.

Gambar before Jiha pergi kelas. :) Tempat selalu berjumpa bila busy = depan surau curtin

And lastly, masa pergi road trip to Kuching hari tu.

Masa gotong royong time program anak angkat.

Masa Jamuan Hari Raya. Baju perlulah sama kan? :)

Joe memang sangat sabar dengan saya time main badminton. Kalau orang lain dah bosan dah. Hehe.

Bekas Presiden APLUS dengan kucing yang comel :P Actually, nak jadi harimau. But make up mcm kucing pulak :p

Oh, sekian cerita my favourite people in Miri :)

2011-12-14T11:09:00.000+08:00

Sleepy.*yawning*

Went back from work at 12pm last night, had my late dinner and tried to sleep.

Been trying to sleep since 1am but failed.

Bangun tidur banngun tidur sampailah pukul 5am.

Dahla hari ni kerja pagi =.='

Moral of the day is it is better for you to remain silent than getting heartache cause heartache will prevent you from sleeping.

Pening kepala den tak cukup tidur. Aaaaaaaa.

Kawan gaduh, kawan study

2011-12-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

As salam..

Yeayyy! Dua kawan saya Lily dan Tajul dah dapat kerja :) Alhamdulillah.. Baru lepas cakap dengan Tajul tadi.. He seems happy.. So, saya pun happy sebab dia happy..

Tiba2 rasa nak cerita pasal Tajul.. Tajul ni memang penuh dengan semangat.. Semua benda semangat.. Aiman pun semangat jugak, Aiman rasa.. tapi dia lagi lebih2.. Sampai Aiman cakap 'cool2 lah Tajul'

Dia hati batu. Kalau dia cakap macam itu, macam itulah. Banyak kali dah gaduh dengan budak Tajul ni. Masam muka. Terasa hati. Yang lawaknya, baik awal2 tahun. Lepas tue busy, langsung dia tak tegur Aiman. Jalan menonong je kalau jumpa Aiman tengah jalan. Terasa hati betul. But, bila akhir tahun dialah teman study paling setia. Thank you Tajul. Hang memang kawan yang baik. Aku tak sangka kenal hang through YM je, but alih alih memang jadi kawan betul2.

All the best Tajul in ur future undertakings! I will definitely miss our moments together (ceh, ayat nak sweet je :p) but serious rindu jugak nak gaduh dengan budak Tajul ni :(

Aiman datang KL, Aiman cari Tajul k? Muahahaha.

:)

9114

2011-12-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

Ingat lagi?
Tak sangka, lain yang diimpi lain jadinya.
Bukan tak bersyukur, cuma kadang kadang terkenang.
Kamu. Ya, kamu.
Lucu.
Macam macam yang berlaku kan?
Moga kamu baik baik sahaja disana.
Kadang kadang terfikir mengapa kamu tidak pernah berkata apa apa.
Walau aku yakin kamu tahu perasaan aku dulu.
Aku cuma mahu tahu.
Apa yang kamu mahu? Tapi kamu diam membisu.
Ah, apa nak dikenang lagi kan? Nanti cuma tinggal sayu dan sendu.
Mungkinkah ini rindu?
Atau cuma satu mainan kalbu?

Bestfriends

2011-12-07T18:17:00.000+08:00

I miss how we used to spend our time together.

Words

2011-11-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata membawa binasa.

Kan?

2011-11-28T23:02:00.000+08:00

Tak perlulah.

Kalau sungguh tak mahu, buat cara tak mahu.

Tak perlulah dibuat begitu.

A Ba Ta

2011-11-28T17:56:00.002+08:00

Me: Alif atas 'A', Ba atas 'Ba', Ta atas 'Ta'
Arif: Jangan nyanyi. Ibu nyanyi tak sedap.

=.='

Like wise

2011-11-28T17:54:00.002+08:00

Me: Danial ni handsome lah. Tapi..... gigi rongak.. Lepas ni rajin gosok gigi ye?

Danial: Kakteh ni cantiklah, tapi...... kenapa pipi kakteh banyak jerawat?

Haha :P Kurang asam punya budak

Teddy

2011-11-28T11:34:00.000+08:00

Chubby means huggable

Maybe I can become someone's teddy bear right now

=D

Im a happy chubby ~~girl~~ woman :)

Happiness

2011-11-28T10:39:00.001+08:00

I pray

* You will pass your second exam
*You will get a better guy who appreciate you more and never leave you for another girl
*Your appeal will be considered. You are accepted back and your performance becomes better and better afterwards.
*Your sponsorship reconsider you again and we can work in the same building.

Dear you, you, you and you,
Allah's plan is better than our plan. You are the chosen one. Take your own time to heal but never stop.

At least

2011-11-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

Saya cuma kehilangan orang yang tidak benar benar cintakan saya, tetapi dia kehilangan orang yang benar benar cintakan dia.

It's okey dear, he surely regret for not choosing you. Im with you.

The road not taken

2011-11-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

You cannot come back and choose the one that you left before

closer or closure?

2011-11-20T11:22:00.000+08:00

If you want me to keep away from you, ill try.

Time and Space

2011-11-14T19:37:00.000+08:00

You can have them as much as you want.

I wont give a damn anymore.

Overloaded

2011-11-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

Time and distance are killing me.

I miss you.

A lot.

Time and distance

2011-11-14T17:36:00.000+08:00

I wish we are closer.

I miss you.

Really.

;(

Siri Jelajah Borneo: Day 2

2011-11-04T19:31:00.000+08:00

As salam

We had breakfast at Ai Seng Kopitiam, Sarikei. Kalau orang tak biasa, mesti tak tahu kedai tue jual makanan halal. Alhamdulillah, ada orang belanja for breakfast.

Then, we headed to Sri Aman and had our lunch there. I had my KFC meal there which cost me about RM12.

After one hour drive, we reached at Kuching and had our meal at Sate Kajang Restaurant. Kelakar. Datang jauh2 tapi makan sate Kajang :p. Dinner pun ada orang belanja, alhamdulillah.

Hari semalam tak tidur hotel sebab tido rumah kawan :D

Okey, nanti update lagi :)

Gedik kan nak list down expenditure? Saja je nak tengok berapa banyak spend :P

Siri Jelajah Borneo: Day 1

2011-11-02T22:47:00.001+08:00

First stop: Sarikei

Departed from Senadin at about 6.45am, stopped at town to have breakfast and refuel and later continued journey to Bintulu. Arrived Bintulu at about 1.44pm and continued to Sibu and arrived there at 2.44pm.
From Sibu, we went to Sarikei and overnight there.

Overall expenditure today:

Car Rental for 7 days: RM228 each person (including deposit)
Estimated expenditure for fuel: RM100 each
Foods: Breakfast: Laksa Sarawak + teh o suam (org belanja :) )
Lunch: Beriani Ayam + teh ais (RM10)

Dinner: Kuew Teow Kerang + teh ais (RM5.50)
Others: Charcos + Mineral water ( RM7.00)

Hotel: RM40 semalam (so, sorang RM16 each) tapi hotel sebelah kelab dangdut... hehe

Hari ni penat sikit sebab semalam tak tido. So, lets hope tomorrow lebih active so boleh jalan2 lagi :D

2011-11-01T15:37:00.001+08:00

Do something or you will lose it

I dont know

2011-10-29T01:09:00.000+08:00

Banyaknya benda berlaku sekarang

1) Ada accident dekat simpang 3 dekat Curtin Village. Those involved died. Dengar cerita sampai keluar mata, muka darah2. Kesiannya :(. Selalu lalu kat situ gak.

2) Anjing yang sangat familiar dekat Senadin kena langgar dekat round about Curtin. Tengok dia terbujur kaku je.

3) Kawan Aiman dekat UPM hilang since 14 Oct. Lelaki. Risaunya. :(

Hidup ni fragile sangat. Teringat dulu saat hidup dengan mati. Bila nyaris kepala atas jalan kene langgar dengan 4th wheel drive kat belakang.

Yet, im complaining. I shall be grateful man, coz im still breathing right now.

Like brother, like sister

2011-10-25T08:53:00.001+08:00

Kenapa gambar no 3 tue blur eh? :p

Anyway, kembali kepada topik asal. As salam readers (if any)..

Bangun pagi tiba2 rasa mood nak berblogging, so timbullah idea nak cakap pasal siblings by heart ni (ada ke term for that? erk)

Tak kesahlah. Nama pun 'Aiman tak kesah' kan? *orait, lame =.='*

Hye korang! Those 4 guys are like my brothers.

I can count on them like 1, 2, 3 *eh, ternyanyilah pulak*

And I do not have to worry pasal feeling2 ni sebab confirm bebenor lah diorang takde perasaan kat saya

Sebab tu kitorang boleh chill2 je kan

Eh asal blog post kali ni macam rock2 sangat eh?

Bahasa pun nak rempit je *haaaaa, tengok tueee*

Okey, back to the topic *walau macam nampak takde topic pun*

Saya just tulis blog post ni as a way to appreciate them in my life

Though dorang tak baca blog saya, takpe.

Thank you korang sebab selalu tolong bila aiman susah, tenangkan bila aiman sedih, temankan bila aiman sorang2.

Tak berkira.

Boleh chill2 dengan saya. Walaupun kadang2 ada gak buli saya (untuk Prem je ni k)

Errr tak tahulah nak tulis apa lagi..

Walaupun skarang masing2 busy dengan hidup masing2 and we may not be like what we used to be, saya nak cakap saya sayang korang macam adik beradik saya!

Coollah. Saya ada 2 orang abang. Takde adik lelaki. So yeahh!

Errr.. Okey.. I think I shall stop now!

Will miss you guys! Pada Islah, memang dah rindu pun, yang lain tue dapat jumpa lagi.

Terima kasih korang!

With love,

Aiman.

Aishiteru

2011-10-25T06:08:00.000+08:00

Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
Saat kuharus bersabar dan terus bersabar
Menantikan kehadiran dirimu
Entah sampai kapan aku harus
Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
Hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
Kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
Saat kau jauh di sana

Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
Entah penantianku takkan sia sia
Dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
Entah sampai kapan aku harus
Bertahan saat kau jauh di sana rasa cemburu
Merasuk ke dalam pikiranku melayang
Tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
Apakah sama yang kau rasakan

Walau raga kita terpisah jauh
Namun hati kita selalu dekat
Bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
Dan rasa kan aku
Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
Terhapus ruang dan waktu

F
Percayakan kesetian ini
Pada ketulusan Aishiteru

Saat kusendiri pikiran melayang terbang
Perasaan resah gelisah jalani
Kenyataan hidup ini tanpa ghairah
Lupakan segala obsesi dan ambisimu
Akhiri semuanya cukup sampai di sini
Dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
Kumohon kau kembali

Kimi ga tooku ni itemo
Kino omoi ga tsunagaru kara
Shinjiteru yo, shinjiteru yo

Walau raga kita terpisah jauh
Namun hati kita selalu dekat
Bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
Dan rasa kan aku
Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
Terhapus ruang dan waktu
Percayakan kesetian ini
Pada ketulusan Aishiteru..

Continuous over pressure

2011-10-23T17:42:00.001+08:00

FYP submission = checked

Basin presentation = checked. Jadi bidan terjun 30 min before class. Weng betol!

FYP rehearsal presentation = checked. Ini memang menakutkan sebab markah FYP from presentation jugak.

Formation evaluation = esok! Tolong doakan aiman k :)

2011-10-23T06:46:00.002+08:00

Long sleeved guy tue mcm lelaki bertangan panjang

But what I mean is long sleeved shirt guy

Haha

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thanks sistah!

2011-10-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

This is the time when i really need someone by my side

To remind me that i should start appreciating myself

To remind me that i can get what i want in life

Thank you sister for being there for me, always.

Saya cuak exam. Sekian.

hello long sleeve guy!

2011-10-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

You look handsome today. Can I have a picture with u? :P

gotta appreciate it

2011-10-23T00:22:00.002+08:00

while we are still here

Tolong tolong

2011-10-22T19:23:00.001+08:00

Hitam hitam

Macam mana nak bersihkan ni?

Dari mana nak mula?

ke garisan mula

2011-10-22T15:53:00.001+08:00

Sorry

Tapi saya nak jadi macam dulu

Kthanksbye!

chance

2011-10-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

I will give chance to you if you put some effort to get it

Im not the kind of girl who will give up just like that

But I know how to differentiate between 'This things wont work out, though how much effort we put in it'

with 'Things will be eventually be better. We just have to work out and be patient'

2011-10-21T21:05:00.001+08:00

haha

after all, kita kan still kawan :)

tak dapat lari mana pun

2011-10-21T01:15:00.001+08:00

kelakar la awak ni

saya tahulah saya ni tak makan saman sikit

ada ke patut suruh saya tanya sendiri

errr malulah kot =.='

2011-10-19T23:39:00.001+08:00

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Like really?

Okey...

2011-10-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

Tiba tiba je rasa sedih sebab duduk sorang2

Plus esok ada presentation pulak kan

Lagilah rasa

But if that person really care, dia sure akan say sorry and do something

But dia tak buat

So hey ho and lets go

Bha bha :(

Sweet

2011-10-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

Remember last time?

I used to complain about my problems to you..

And you replied me something like this:

I may not know what you are going through..

I know it is easy to say just be patient

But that is exactly what you need to do know

Cliche, I know

But remember..

Every hardships that you are going through now is

Because Allah loves you

I have a song for you

'Rahmat Ujian'

Thank you :)

Headache

2011-10-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

=.='

2011-10-18T08:09:00.003+08:00

The most hurtful words you said were you wanted to slap my face

Sampai hati

Melukut di tepi gantang

2011-10-18T00:32:00.001+08:00

Di malam yang sunyi
Dudukku termenung sorang diri
Di jendela sepi

Hingga dinihari
Ku menantikan kepulanganmu
Namunkah hanya sekadar
Tinggal kata-kata
Bagaikan melukut di tepi gantang
Begitulah aku
Di dalam hidupmu
Ada tiada tak memberi kesan
Hanya aku menanggung
Kerinduan..

Dulu pernah kau katakan
Sayangg..
Ingin mendengarku berlagu riang..
Menawar duka laraku
Lupakan saja..
Derita yang berlalu
Tapi mengapa dirimu, kasih..
Ibarat lalang ditiup angin
Kasihmu diracun
oleh kata fitnah
penuh hina
Hingga kini kau biarkan saja..
Diriku menanggung sepi
Dengan irama dukaku
Yang tak bermakna
bagimu…

Sorry blog. Malam ni emo tak pasal2. Takde orang nak luahkan. So, saya tulislah kat sini.

Nanti esok saya janji happy balek okey :)

Btw, geochemical study complicated gila =.='

2011-10-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

Tak sangka sakit jugak kan

Ingatkan dah prepare tak sakit

Dahlah hujan malam ni

Terbaiklah

Rasa cam luka kena letak cuka =.='

Pedih pedih

Life like this

2011-10-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

At some point you will realize that you have done too

much for someone, that the only next possible step to

do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. Maybe

they are happier that way.

It's not like you're giving up or stop trying. It's just

means you have to draw the line of determination

from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually

be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you

try, it will never be.

-tumblr

2011-10-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

Kadang kadang kan kawan kawan

Bila kita expect for the worst

Bukan maksudnya kita ni negative

Just kita nak prepare diri kita in case anything jadi apa apa

Kadang kadang kan kawan kawan

Kita cakap something dengan nada bergurau

Tapi orang yang tak biasa dengan kita maybe take it as mencabar

Kadang kadang kan kawan kawan

Orang cakap dengan kita sebab nak bergurau

Tapi kita terlalu sensitive sampai ambil hati sangat

Kadang kadang kan kawan kawan

Kita jadi sangat sensitive dengan orang yang kita sayang je

Macam family, bestfriends, closefriends, special friends

Kalau dengan diorang pun kita nak sekat2 feelings kita

Dengan siapa lagi kita nak jadi diri sendiri

Kadang kadang kan kawan kawan

Kita teringin nak spend time our special day dengan orang yang special juga

Normallah tue kan

Kadang kadang kan kawan kawan

Kita rasa sakit sangat

Tapi kita hold on jugak sebab kita susah nak let go

Sebab benda tue dah jadi part of us dah

Kadang kadang kan kawan kawan

Perasaan ni berubah

Alah, macam pokok la...

Boleh tumbuh subur, boleh layu mati

Kadang kadang kan kawan kawan

Kita ni rasa sedih sangat

Tak tahulah sebab apa

Maybe sebab stress kot

Lepas tue macam macam lak jadi

Jadi terhasillah blog post ni

Okey =.='

When you said like that

2011-10-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

I was speechless

Restless

2011-10-17T18:52:00.001+08:00

I feel..

Worry about my health.

Worry about my marks. Please la dont jeopardize my mark. I wanna grad with flying colours. Imagine someone is doing the same thing to your daughter. Tsk.

Badan tak larat. I ate la today. Maybe la teruk sangat cause now I just eat once a day sebab malas nak keluar. But, pukul 1 tadi dah makan nasi dah kot. But why oh why badan macam tak larat je. I wanna do my works.

Dear self,

Whatever it is, whatever will happen.Please accept is as a test from God. Tapi sebelum apa2 berlaku, jangan lupa usaha usaha usaha. Rezeki tue dari Allah, bukan manusia.

Bha bha.

Worry

2011-10-17T18:28:00.000+08:00

Worry is giving a big shadow to a small thing

The problem is this is a really big thing

So, i guess the shadow is even greater =.='

1) He was mad at me, so he gave me bad mark. Like really bad mark. I was disappointed. Tapi nak buat mcm mana kan..

2) My final paper questions will be coming from main campus(Perth) but I know nothing about what they learnt there. Not because I didnt go to class but it is because my lecturer taught me nothing about the Perth lecture materials. Tapi, questions will still coming from the main campus. Apa cer? We are dead meat now.
Tectonics tue killer subject kot.

You know what is the moral of the story?

1) Ego will destroy you and people around you. Too bad.

2) Never ever depend on someone.

Bha bha.

Just so you know

2011-10-17T15:38:00.000+08:00

Her silence does not mean rejection

Her silence does not mean she does not feel the way you feel

She keeps quiet so that both of you can take care of your hearts and faith

She keeps quiet because she does not want to put much hope

She keeps quiet because she wants you to think back whether the feeling is real or just infatuation

She does think that you deserve someone better, like the way you think she deserves someone better

She keeps quiet because it is still long way to go before the right time

She keeps quiet because diam tandanya setuju

Hehe :P

Speaking from a point of an observer. May Allah bless you both. :)

Benarlah, orang yang baik memang untuk orang yang baik :)